Out of the many good things I did in 2011, a very significant one was watching all the 6 seasons of ‘Sex and the City’! While this may sound a little gross or oh-no-how kinds to many, but to the few who have followed the show, it will be good-that-you-did!
As girly as it can get, I have the tendency of falling in love with the ‘heroes’. Mr.Big it was this time! He must not even be knowing that he swept not only Carrie Bradshaw off her feet, but also so many female fans like me! The ironies of life indeed! Carrie had 2 lovers (and many shoes ofcourse)! Aidan would have done all that she ever wanted a guy to do for her, Big would deny almost all of that. But Carrie doesn’t mind cheating on Aidan to please Big and his fancies! I, as a loyal viewer, considered myself an integral part of Carrie’s emotional journey and I felt her loyalties and even disloyalties were fully justified. My friend Neha aptly puts it as: Big was the ‘twinkle eyed forbidden fruit’, sigh!
Is it true? In my case it is, I have the tendency to chase targets that I know will be out of my reach, I will usually ignore what (or even who) is at hand. This has caused damage to me and me alone. Uncountable sleepless nights, tears, thoughts and even blogs like these…..like they say in the ‘sex and the city’, are we simply romantically challenged? Haha! 2011 was a lot about loving Big, I did with all my heart, only to realize now, as the year ends, that I was so wrong! Maybe 2012 will be dedicated to my search for Aidan 
Lesson learnt: Bigs will come and Bigs will go, Aidan will last forever! (if only I can find one)
PS: This post is entirely a work of fiction and has *no* bearing whatsoever on my real life! This is just a summing up of the various discussions and debates and situations that we spun around this topic.
